So, my girl went to France today

Well yesterday now. And I miss her already. I have such bad timing I really wanted to talk the night before she leaves bahah #fail. It's okay though. I've just gotta live without her for like 2 weeks now. :( Lameeee. Currently hating France right now. Just, eugh. I hate things that nobody understands even when they say they do. Currently hating on myself. Bad times.

Well on the up side I bought a new top today from River Island and also finally got Semi Precious Weapon's album (which is AWESOMEEE) and I've been blasting it tonight. My sister also finally painted my nails today and I love them. Look :)

Another pointleess post most likely. These conversations with myself are really getting out of hand. Think I need help ha. I'm off to blast Second Time Around in bed because I'm in love with it right now. Goodnight. xoxo

Update.

I've actually been doing pretty well with updating this recently. Now I've FINALLY just updated my profile (including my picture!) as that shit was outdated. I don't think I have much else to say.

I'm happy Billy liked his birthday presents. :) I was so worried he wouldn't! I'm not the best person at buying presents at all. But it all seemed good and I hope he's having the best birthday ever. I'm just really sad that plans have been cancelled tomorrow now. I was really looking forward to them as it's rare all of us see eachother together nowadays. Sucks major.

I've eaten wayyyy too much in the past few hours so now I feel sick. Definitely not good. That is all. Maybe I'll get an early-ish night tonight for once? I'll give it a shot but I doubt it'll happen. I'm such an insomniac.

2:41am boredness

HELLOOOO this is me.

Not quite sure why I'm updating but ohwell. I forgot how much I loved this shirt; too bad it's ripped on one of the sides - tramp alert - ohwell I'm used to being a bit of a dosser so I'll continue to wear it! As you can probably see in the picture I'm wearing my hair in a bun. I never do this but I'm starting to like having it like that! Though I'm really crap at putting it into one so most of the time I look like a dick. Bad times.

I don't have work until Thursday now so I'm going to arse around until then me thinks. Oooohh also it's Billy's 18th birthday now. WIN. Happy Birthdayyy Billy not that you'll read this but I'm saying it anyway :D xxxxx

Oh also I had such a strange dream last night! I dreamt that Gaga shot me in the head lmao. :( It was sooo strange she had three of us in my room, one person I knew. She let the other two off except me and she shot me in the head! What the hell Gaga I thought we were friends!?! Haha, for some reason I didn't die though. I almost did as I felt my whole body go numb and saw a bright light so I thought I was about to die but didn't. I remember thinking that if I lead there she would think I was dead and I could get away but then she noticed so I was done for.. but then I woke up LOL such a random dream.

Goodnight Blogspot. xoxo

P.S: Gaga rolling in the rain is SEXYYY. Monsters will get what I'm on about ;) Ah I love her except for when she's trying to shoot me in the head of course..

Dreams do come true motherfuckers

Back in high school she wrote in her yearbook that it was her dream to headline at Madison Square Gardens. She's now doing that tonight and is due on stage anytime. FUCKYEAH. ♥

If that isn't proof that dreams can come true, then I don't know what is.

#MadisonSquareGaga

You make me cry.

And you give me hope.

I swear anyone who says she isn't talented is deluded, and I'm not even just saying that because I'm obsessed with her. LOOK AT THOSE FUCKING HANDS GO ON THE PIANO.

I'm going to bed now and attempting to believe in myself once again. xoxo

sit back down where you belong

in the corner of my bar with your high heels on.

This song is keeping my spirits up right now. I can't wait for October/November now. I'm hopefully going to Ireland for a few days WIN. GaGa + The Monster Ball + monster friends + halloween + GaGa costumes + alcohol + freedom = perfection. Should be so good!

I now have a part time job, even if it isn't that great, that's gonna get me a bit of money. Good times. Now I'm just hoping that Rachel can come down in August and that I can go to London in August to see Ems and Roberto etc. I hate having good friends so far away, but at the same time, I'm just lucky to have them.

In other news, today has been shit. I really wish some things just didn't exist.

However I have been talking to Christopher on Facebook chat for over an hour now, and he doesn't half make me laugh. :)