so happy I could die

One of my fave parts of Thursday night...

Quote GaGa (to the audience): "Get your dicks out. 'Cos I've heard they have some pretty big cock here in Manchester. Hands up! Welcome to The Monster Ball.. NOW DANCE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!!"

Wow. Just wow.

I saw GaGa live at the MEN on Thursday night for the first date of The Monster Ball in the UK. Yes, I went to the mother fucking Monster Ball!!!

I'm so happy I went, literally so happy. For so long I'd been pretty upset that I didn't have tickets for the show, and the closer the show got the more it hurt. She is my favourite solo artist after all. But a few days before the show I got a ticket!!! Yes, I went on my own, but it wasn't even that bad! I'm so lucky. I got to see GaGa. Live. At the Monster Ball. I still can't get over it.

She was so amazing. She was on for two hours and did 20 songs. She was late coming on, and I only just made the last train home after walking through Manchester on my own in the rain attempting to find the Piccadilly station, but I don't even care. She was worth it. It was the best show I've ever been to, and I've been to a fair amount of shows! I know I'll never forget that night, as she's just such a babe. All I have done for the past couple of days is watch videos from that show on YouTube. I can't get enough. She also looked so hot, just sayin'...

It's too hard to pick a favourite song from the night, but So Happy I Could Die, Dance In The Dark and LoveGame were probably three of the best. Her stage was a beast!! The main stage was massive, and then she had like a catwalk which lead to another stage in the middle, which actually rose in the air. She's actually spent so much money on this tour, it's unbelieveable. And throughout the show she had things on stage such as dancers, her band, a car, a water fountain, a subway, and even a giant monster. What the fuck didn't she have on stage?!

She also has the best fans in the world. Fact. Little monsters = win.

Oh and another thing that I was pleased about is that she got my letter [/ghey]. Someone who worked at the MEN said they'd get it backstage for me. :D Ahh I'm such a saddo. But I do not even care - GaGa has my fucking letter. WIN.

I guess it shows that if you want something badly enough and you try really hard to get it, you will get it.

Some pictures I managed to get on the night:

Zip your lip like a padlock.

I LOVE KE$HA.



I want to be her friend :(

I love this video so much it makes me smile.

But in sadder news, I have the worst stomach pains ever! Bad times. I must say though I'm so happy it's the weekend so I can just chill out now and catch up on my ICT work. I'm hoping to get some/a GaGa ticket(s) very soon too as I'm running out of time! No, I haven't given up yet and I won't. I also hope Ke$ha tours as she's actually so awesome. Her album came out on Monday and I love it! She's just great. Going back to the sadder news, Facebook has changed AGAIN. It's pretty annoying just because it looks so ugly and they've actually made it harder to use and understand.. I think Twitter is the way forward now. Ramble ramble ramble, I never stop. If I can bring myself to get off my arse out of this warm fleece blanket then I'm off to take another dose of paracetamol before these period pains actually kill me :/

Is it bad that music

keeps me so happy?

That sounds depressing, but I don't even mean it like that.. I have other things such as friends and family to keep me smiling. :)

But music moves me so much. I only started to appreciate it properly since around two years ago, and since then it's completely changed my life. I love concerts and live music. Seeing artists such as Lady GaGa, the Sugababes and Beyoncé live in concert were such amazing nights for me. I've talked about this with a friend before.. that when I think about it, how many days can I actually say I've truly lived my life? As in done something really amazing. I've gotta say it's probably not many. But when I see my favourite artists live I get the feeling that I really am living my life. It's pretty amazing. I'd class those nights as a few of the best nights of my life, and I really want to continue living for nights like that. xx

Does it make me weird that I'd rather spend my money on overpriced concert tickets than spending it on going out and getting drunk every weekend? Maybe.. but who even cares as long as I'm happy.

What made me think about this is that I just watched Lady GaGa's performance at the Grammy's live earlier. It was AMAZING. Just as amazing as her VMA performance. I live for music like hers. Beyoncé then came on a little later to perform and she was also phenomenal.

Wow. I really need to stop writing about music and Lady GaGa on here. I have issues. I need to get a life. Or just a new topic. But it's not my fault GaGa and other artists are always doing amazing things that I have to talk about! I wasn't even planning to post on here today, or even tomorrow. But I just could not resist after seeing GaGa's amazing performance earlier. In fact, here it is:





I think I'm in love with her. <333