fuck yeahhh

I finally got my GaGa ticket in my hand yesterday! I'm so unbelieveably excited it's going to be amazing! 6 days AHHHHHH.

The weather has also been pretty awesome recently. I'm enjoying the sun. I'm going to Blaise's tomorrow again to see my old girls. Even though we're not as close as we used to be and don't see eachother too often it's nice to know that when we do spend time together we can still have a laugh. I do miss how we were in high school though, I guess growing up sucks. I'm staying at Danny's on Saturday night with Billy too which I'm excited for as we always have such a laugh. I haven't seen Billy in a while too so I'm excited for that wooo.

I had my first of the summer exams today. It went okay, not as well as I expected but eugh, there's no point in dwelling on it, hopefully I managed to blag it!

I'm pretty tired. I had such a bad night last night. Couldn't sleep for ages and felt really sad for no reason. Really hate it when that happens. I've been having Uni worries too. Obviously I'm worried I won't get the grades but it's not even that right now. I just keep getting this horrible feeling that I'm not going where I want, like the choice I've made, both Uni and course choice, just aren't right for me. It only really hit me yesterday that where I'm going is quite far compared to other places I could go, and I don't know anyone else going there, this makes me sad. :( Life education-wise currently sucks. Kinda wish I could just blurt every thought in my head out to someone but it doesn't always work that way. I keep getting this feeling that a friend doesn't like me as much as they used to aswell, which is a horrible feeling. I'm sure I'm wrong though, maybe I should just quit being paranoid.

Anywaysss I'm a lazy shit when it comes to updating this so my next post will probably be about THE MONSTER BALL. =D

How epic. :')

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