I have been bad today. Shit. Bad at something which shouldn't even exist. I'm not going to make any sense here. That's because I can't, I don't really have a choice. But yeah. I feel like such a weakling after today, maybe I am just weak. I should be able to do anything. I guess I should believe in myself more. Fuck, I've had the person I idolise most who is also like the most popular and amazing woman in the world tell me personally.. "you can overcome anything" ..but can I? I just don't know. I know that no matter how strong you are, every person in the world feels weak and useless at some point. I just hate it. I'm ruining and hurting myself. It's not fair, but I am. I'm not helping myself at all. It's just getting worse. I wish I could just say 'fuck it' and it would go away, but that's not how it works. Fuck it.
I'm going to wake up in the morning hopefully in a brighter mood and feel more positive. Everybody should believe in themselves.
I'm gonna tone down the miserable because I've been doing well with constructive posts for the past couple of ones.
This video is awesome.
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